Wednesday, July 30, 2008

The Persistence of Time

Do you ever walk around and out of nowhere, nowhere at all... a wave of regret overwhelms you and you whisper to yourself "Damn... could've, would've, should've."

I don't know why but that makes me feel so helpless. I guess it's because I can't grasp that notion, I don't believe in it. It's so unreal like a hazy dream, intangible and fabricated.

Me? I can only miss the idea of a person, I take all the things that I want to remember and store it in a box. I hand-pick the colorful memories and hold it close. Wasted years and that one big blow makes me wonder how I could be that naive.

I think what I'm trying to say is that I wish I could be all that for you. The stuff you miss or the one that got away. I don't know what I want from you... I'm confused. But I do know that I hope you are the person I hope you are.

Don't call me baby, I don't want to be second to that name. Are you lying to me or just lying to yourself baby?

I think about you all the time, but I don't need the same. - Name


Beautiful said...

I absolutely love you for adding a classic Salvador Dali picture to accompany your blog. YOU ROCK. :)

I saw your last comment to my comment to one of your blogs, and sorry I haven't been so quick to respond. I actually had taken a hiatus from blogging, but soon hopefully, i will start - having been so very inspired by your insightful comments.

P.S. - I loved the moisturizer recommendation. more my budget style! thanks. :)

Selina said...

hey angel,

are you still on the raw?
I've been on it, lost some weight, but feeling lethargic many times.

That (very famous) dali painting is tiny in real life. It's almost lovelier on screen.

love your blog~